The road to recovery begins with a choice as does everything else we do.
My choice was homeopathy, I needed to begin dealing with family abuse which led me to self abuse. Homeopathy took me down the path of my childhood type of person and worked the way up from there.
It was not easy but I knew I had to do it. I went back to juicing and eating cleaner again. But this was not without repercussions of damage I had done to my gut bacteria from all the drugs.
I had completely collapsed getting out of our limousine to have colonic therapy and had to be carried into the clinic. I was immediately blood tested diagnosed and with borderline blood cancer. This landed me with 2 times colonic washes for 6 weeks to clean me up along with enzymes to rebalance my gut flora.
I struggled to keep awake at all times during the day and I simply functioned in a deep cloudy haze. I could not eat any fruits due to the sugar which was feeding the over growth of negative bacteria in my gut.
There are many gaps of time lines here but the end result is I managed to leave my drug dealing boyfriend to start my life again. It was rocky and difficult to survive on my own, continue as a chauffeur with another company and I even took the celebrity work away from the now ex boyfriend and kept driving celebs at night to venues. So still long days and nights but no drugs.
The actual recovery of not having drugs didn't appear to be such a serious issue for me as I was remembering what my healthy body was before and I wanted it back more than I wanted another line of cocaine.
This was my drive to get back what I was destroying of myself.
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